HIM

Have you ever found someone really mean to you? Someone who mean the world to you? I have found mine, sweet, handsome, gentleman and loving person . Though every season, so many ways he let me know, that there are many reasons that he makes me glow. I love how he tried to persuade me. I love you he tried to steal my heart. He knows me very well. He is someone that i will never forget. We have been through so many ups and downs together. I love he tryna be patient with me. His voice that able to give me the peace and calm that i need. His eyes with his look that make me feel accompanied and let me know that im not alone that i have him. I dont know but he is the best person that ive ever met. We have the same interest, we both have the same birthday numbers and many more. I miss how the first time we talk haha its really cute that he replied all of my story just to get my attention . He never stop praising me . I also wont forget the first time we both met at Paradigm Petaling Jaya. Thats what makes me love him even more. He's a man who would try any ways to win my heart. You im such a hard person to fall in love btw? But he knows how to win my heart. Almost every month he come to see me . Terlalu banyak kenangan yang kitaorang cipta sebab we're in a long distance relationship so waktu singkat yang ada tu lah kitaorang gunakan sehabis baik . 6 hours is not a short time . I really love the flowers you gave . Trust me im the happiest girl in the wolrd with having you by my side. Thankyou for making my birthday be wonderful and the best birthday ever . I decided to understand how you feel so i make it as my turn to go to your place and yeah it's a long journey . But it was fun, bila you penat tapi by having someone you love and dapat luangkan masa sama sama boleh hilang segala penat tu . It's almost 2 years of being together and we both have been through so many things that we never expected . It's hard to be in a long distance relationship. I swear. You cant see him when u miss him, u miss his hugs his presence infront of you, his touch and all . I swear and it's not easy . But you know, Im a girl and im such a hard person to handle . Maybe ive been too much that make him distant him self from me. Maybe im the girl who never knows how to appreciate someone that would do anything even hurt himself just to make sure im okay. And maybe i dont know how to show my love . He's changed . Im suffocating